After a month

After a month

Everything went not the way I planned :( Well, not everything but some things surely gone wrong. My husband found cookies package and yell at me. I know that he was worry about me but it wasn’t pleasant situation. Maybe I should tell him at first, but this supposed to be surprise. Finally he told me that I don’t need to get slimmer because he love me the way I am :) Even if that is not 100% truth it was nice. I talk to him for nearly two hours and explain that this cookie diet is safe, made of natural components etc. When he realized that I’m under doctor’s attention he even smiled and said that I look slimmer already. That is truth because this week I lost another 6 pounds. That’s 20 in a month! My hips are looking slimmer, thighs are less plump and my face looks a little bit more narrow. What can I say more… The way everything turned out surprised me, but I’m glad that now my family knows and I can eat cookies openly. Maybe this whole idea of hiding out and making surprise was not so good after all. But the point is – I’m happy, my family is happy and we are together as close as a fine family should. Now I’ll go and eat a cookie, because I’m a little bit hungry ;)

Till next time!

It’s me again!

I know I supposed to write only about my cookie diet but… This is obvious – these two things are linked ;)

Yesterday evening was so great that I don’t know how to describe it. But I’ll try. My husband told me that I look different, he started to say some nice things to me… And then some dirty things that I haven’t heard for so long… Well, let’s just say that these evening and night was really romantic and nice. I’m starting to feel like I was on the right track again. My weight dropped again – another 5 pounds. With my fat leaving me I become more self-conscious, Jess told me that I look sexy :) Well, I think that she is overreacting, but maybe there is something going on about that. I would like to believe that. She said that my attitude changed. I’m more open to people, wanna chat more with guys. I know that I still have so much to do with my body but all of this… It’s just great! I feel great!

It’s much easier when I know that this works. I don’t even feel hunger. I drink water and healthy juices, eat my cookies six times a day, and feel full of energy and joy. I think that last week was the most difficult and now it’s gonna get easier every day. Oh! And the most important thing: my pants are loose-fitting. I found in the closed some old-fashioned clothes to wear. I guess I have to go sopping ;)

See you next time! Stay sharp!

Oh the temptation.

It’s another week of my diet. I thought it will come faster but only just now I feel the desire to go to a fast food and eat everything they got to offer. These cookies I eat are really tasty but… Something drags mi into the dark side of the diet ;) But I’m holding, still holding. There is two things that helps me when it’s getting tough. First is Jess, she is marvelous, I can talk to her at any time. Oh, and I forgot to tell you that I still keep it as a secret. I mean my diet. My family doesn’t know. I want to surprise them, that their old Sarah can do it herself!

Like I said before… It’s tough at some moments. Especially when I’m cooking dinner for my folks. I wonder if they are suspecting anything. Maybe they do… But I’m trying to be cautious. And I act like I was eating normally, a bit. And now the second thing that helps me out when I’m tired with my diet. It’s my two bathroom scales ;) Now I can check my weight on both. And you know what? They both show that I lost another 4 pounds this week! Now It’s 9 in just 2 weeks. If it goes that way all the time I will be slim in no time.

But I’m afraid. What if I lose myself? These results are so promising, but what if I’m too weak to do it? I know that I must be strong, even stronger, and my dreams will come

First week passed…

Yesterday I went for a little trip to Central Park. I had to tell Jess that her diet is not working properly or something… Well, we took a blanket ;) some food and juice and pitched somewhere on the south side. I felt that I’m still fat and heavy, she told me that I won’t be slim just like that. She said that the whole process will last weeks or even months. I felt so stupid that I just wanted to run away… But we were there together so I ate one cookie (for lunch), talk, laugh and head back. When I got back home, the same afternoon, I checked my weight on my bathroom scales. And… I was shocked! I checked it again and again… And really something has moved inside me! I lost about 5 pounds for the first time since I remember! First thing I thought was: wow! I really did it! But then I felt doubts. Maybe the scale is wrong? Maybe something stacked inside and ruined everything?

I went to a store and bought a new one ;)

She told me that I’m slimmer! So it was truth! My prays have been listened and finally I will become slim, now I know that. 5 pounds in one week, that is great! I have to admit that I believed in this diet, I wanted to believe. I needed that. And I obeyed the whole diet very carefully. Now I know that to do as you are told something is very important. In past there was sometimes poor about it, but now I’m different person. And I will succeed!

At last!

At last!

I waited for so long (well it was just a few days but after all I’ve been thru…) and finally I’ve got them!

Contact was very nice, they invited me to their medical center. Some handsome ;) man told me that they would calculate the right diet for me, and then send me the product. Then I met others. They took a blood sample from me (I hate needles!), checked my heart and some other stuff. I told them everything they wanted to know, price was ok, I’ve seen worse. They told me that now they would analyze and work to give me the best! That sounded a little bit strained but I smiled and thanked. Actually the talks were pretty long and boring but I think that they will help. So many questions about me, so many answers that I really can’t remember everything! There was something about few phases in my individual program… First they want me to lose weight and then to maintain it. Well to be honest – that sounded reasonable. Everything looked pretty professional.

And in the morning they really came! I opened the box, they smelled nice and looked like some sweetie-tasty-fatty cookies that I loved to eat (yep, I know, that is why I’m fat :) ). After reading some descriptions about calories and other stuff I ate one. It was my breakfast. The first thing I did was to call Jess! And then I thought that I will share my joy with you! I hope the results will be as good as they promised! If not, I’ll kick their butts!

Oh and the cookie itself was pretty tasty. Just like ordinary cookie… And I’m not hungry

My very first time

Hi there folks!

I’m Sarah. I know many of you will understand me. I got a problem which is… Well let’s just say that that I’m a little bit chubby. Ok, not a little bit, but more. I always had some overweight. In high school I was about one hundred pounds with 5 feet and 5 inches of height. Now there is even worse. My weight stacked on 195 pounds last year (after I gave birth to my daughter) and I can’t lose it. I tried many ways, sweating on gym, running, even starving (I would never do that again!). My man says that I’m ok, but I can see how he looks at those blond slim @#!#% that are just waiting to steal him from me.

I was in despair. I started to think about cutting this awful thing out of me… I’m almost 30, have one beautiful daughter and happy family, I was thinking that I could lose it!

One average day I talked to my friend – Jessica. She is working at one fitness club in NY and she is really slim and fit. I told her that I can’t cope with my problem and she told me that there is something that just could help. At first I laughed when she told me what it was but after making some research… Well I don’t know. Jess said that a few of their clients tried to eat some special cookies, and they worked. I’m not fully convinced but I decided to try. Maybe something will change.

I decided to write about it from time to time because letting these awful thoughts out makes me feel just a little bit better. So… Stay tune!