Saturday, May 31, 2008

First week passed…

Yesterday I went for a little trip to Central Park. I had to tell Jess that her diet is not working properly or something… Well, we took a blanket ;) some food and juice and pitched somewhere on the south side. I felt that I’m still fat and heavy, she told me that I won’t be slim just like that. She said that the whole process will last weeks or even months. I felt so stupid that I just wanted to run away… But we were there together so I ate one cookie (for lunch), talk, laugh and head back. When I got back home, the same afternoon, I checked my weight on my bathroom scales. And… I was shocked! I checked it again and again… And really something has moved inside me! I lost about 5 pounds for the first time since I remember! First thing I thought was: wow! I really did it! But then I felt doubts. Maybe the scale is wrong? Maybe something stacked inside and ruined everything?

I went to a store and bought a new one ;)

She told me that I’m slimmer! So it was truth! My prays have been listened and finally I will become slim, now I know that. 5 pounds in one week, that is great! I have to admit that I believed in this diet, I wanted to believe. I needed that. And I obeyed the whole diet very carefully. Now I know that to do as you are told something is very important. In past there was sometimes poor about it, but now I’m different person. And I will succeed!

Friday, May 23, 2008

At last!

At last!

I waited for so long (well it was just a few days but after all I’ve been thru…) and finally I’ve got them!

Contact was very nice, they invited me to their medical center. Some handsome ;) man told me that they would calculate the right diet for me, and then send me the product. Then I met others. They took a blood sample from me (I hate needles!), checked my heart and some other stuff. I told them everything they wanted to know, price was ok, I’ve seen worse. They told me that now they would analyze and work to give me the best! That sounded a little bit strained but I smiled and thanked. Actually the talks were pretty long and boring but I think that they will help. So many questions about me, so many answers that I really can’t remember everything! There was something about few phases in my individual program… First they want me to lose weight and then to maintain it. Well to be honest – that sounded reasonable. Everything looked pretty professional.

And in the morning they really came! I opened the box, they smelled nice and looked like some sweetie-tasty-fatty cookies that I loved to eat (yep, I know, that is why I’m fat :) ). After reading some descriptions about calories and other stuff I ate one. It was my breakfast. The first thing I did was to call Jess! And then I thought that I will share my joy with you! I hope the results will be as good as they promised! If not, I’ll kick their butts!

Oh and the cookie itself was pretty tasty. Just like ordinary cookie… And I’m not hungry

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

My very first time

Hi there folks!

I’m Sarah. I know many of you will understand me. I got a problem which is… Well let’s just say that that I’m a little bit chubby. Ok, not a little bit, but more. I always had some overweight. In high school I was about one hundred pounds with 5 feet and 5 inches of height. Now there is even worse. My weight stacked on 195 pounds last year (after I gave birth to my daughter) and I can’t lose it. I tried many ways, sweating on gym, running, even starving (I would never do that again!). My man says that I’m ok, but I can see how he looks at those blond slim @#!#% that are just waiting to steal him from me.

I was in despair. I started to think about cutting this awful thing out of me… I’m almost 30, have one beautiful daughter and happy family, I was thinking that I could lose it!

One average day I talked to my friend – Jessica. She is working at one fitness club in NY and she is really slim and fit. I told her that I can’t cope with my problem and she told me that there is something that just could help. At first I laughed when she told me what it was but after making some research… Well I don’t know. Jess said that a few of their clients tried to eat some special cookies, and they worked. I’m not fully convinced but I decided to try. Maybe something will change.

I decided to write about it from time to time because letting these awful thoughts out makes me feel just a little bit better. So… Stay tune!